like hey! exam is less than a month and guess what am i doing? procrastinating!! wohoo!! shit! i am gonna screw my exam.. i should have learnt my  lesson from last semester. but look at what i am doing now?? blogging!! lol XDD

hm.. what updates should i write here? hehe
ah! yes! i am broke! lol! as in really broke and i dont dare to tell my dad that i am broke. hahaha!! shit! i am gonna die! lol!
anyway, last night was doing last minute checking on my accounting assingment because i was so scared i would lose marks. and then, i found out that all my transactions were gone!! wtf??! wasted my energy to do it and guess what? i had to re-do everything all over again. and the best thing about it was that all the transaction was all good and done at 1 am last night till.... i pressed "re-do reconciliation",, and yes!! the trasactions were all wrong!! damn you quickbooks! again, i had to re-do. slept  really late last night. lucky me my class starts at 11 on the next day. but still i was all tardy for class because i woke up late. for god's sake! who was the inventor of quickbooks? can i slaughter the person into pieces ? it's not supposed to be called quickbooks.. it should be slowbooks! and yes!! who's the other bugger who suggested the accounting department in melbourne uni to use quickbooks?! the data always corrupted, ya know! *ok..chill...*

haha!! somehow i am enjoying my time at kaiwa!! i mean.. now i made more friends!! XDD 
friends from japan, china, vietnam, germany, aussie (both ABC (as in australian born chinese) and the caucasians! XDDD
some people i find interesting there are megumi.. this girl is so hillarious and always make people laugh!! XDD
another is leo.. he can just have so many types of games in his head! like wow! really creative! his trademark is "honey, i love you game" at which made maaya laugh really hard!! XDD
another is bing! funny guy.. like theres this time where bing asked me: "hey what do you call a hen's husband??" and so i said: "cock??"
and then she said "how about cocktail?" in my head: "EHH???? WHY DO I FEEL MY ANSWER SOUNDS REALLY WRONG???" lol!! bing!! what were you thinking??
and then, this damien came and bing asked him the same question. he said, "rooster" lol. i should've known!! then bing asked, "how about cocktail" then his expression just changed! "haha!! another word is cock.. but it can mean another thing! which is wrong!" *looks at me*
lol!! damien! wassup with cock and me?? lol!!!!!
and of course! maaya!! my best friend here! it's never fun without her. i asked maaya the same question that bing asked me and guess what did she answer?? instead of rooster or cock.. she said.... "HIROKI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL (hiroki just got a new haricut and the new hairstyle does look like a rooster! very well answered, maaya!! hahaha

and a new gang of gossip girl has been formed! XDD
consists of maaya, bing and me! the victim of our gossips= guys at kaiwa!! XDDDDD

fun fun!! i hope this semester will never end! i will never be as close with maaya anymore. because we are doing different majors.. wwuuuu!!~ TT_______TT subjects will be totally different except for intermediate macroeconomics.. why oh why???!!~

ok ok..enough babbling. back to work!! jya ne!!

Cry Cry届けない想い抱いて泣いて泣いても悔しいだけ
The time is over ! Time is over!なげいても無意味だった
ちぎれてったクソくらえ思い出なんか

こんなはずじゃないよね It’s over
ただ近くで居たくてAgain
sad to say過ぎてゆくだけ
It’s always rainin since you’ve been away (come back to me)

My heart was almost broken with f‥kin’ sorrow x2
ちくしょうあたしだって泣くよその頃あんたは何を思う
聞きたい事とかあるのに　it’s sad to say bye bye
話さなきゃ分かりあえないなのにit was sad to say good bye
大嫌いバカみたい本当はなぐりたい
You don’t know i was cryin’ 4 you
さけび立てても遠く届いてもきっとすごく重くなる
それで笑えてるなら
それでいいかな ねぇあんたは誰 なんの為そこから離れ
if u dont wanna say


 

こんなはずじゃないよね It’s over
ただ近くで居たくてAgain
sad to say過ぎてゆくだけ
It’s always rainin since you’ve been away (come back to me)

あたしがいて何を感じた?愛されたい声きこえてた?
どうもがいても消せやしないもの残されてどうしろっての
すがりつけるほど強くはなれない　I cry 4 you
これ以上こわしたくないから言えない　I really miss you
もろくたおれるあんたの
「i love you」You don’t know I have believed in you
信じた人が弱く空ッポの背中ムカつくから　あんたのいないどっかで
笑ってるからねぇあんたはナゼ　なんのためあたしの中へ
キレイな思い出残して

こんなはずじゃないよね It’s over
ただ近くで居たくてAgain
sad to say過ぎてゆくだけ
It’s always rainin since you’ve been away (come back to me)

Cry Cry 届けない想い抱いて泣いて泣いても悔しいだけ
The time is over! Time is over!なげいても無意味だった
ちぎれてったクソくらえ思い出なんか

こんなはずじゃないよね It’s over
ただ近くで居たくてAgain
sad to say過ぎてゆくだけ
It’s always rainin since you’ve been away (come back to me)

I’m cryin’ everynight and everyday, It’s over
I wanna bring it back to yesterday, again
Touch my heart and make it better for me
It’s always rainin’ since you’ve been away (come back to me)

translation
 

 

Cry Cry, I embrace unrequited love, it’s frustrating no matter how much I cry
The time is over ! Time is over! It’s useless to cry over it
I tore my memories apart, they can eat shit for all I care

It wasn’t supposed to be like this, It’s over
I just want to be beside you again
sad to say, time’s just passing by
It’s always rainin since you’ve been away (come back to me)

My heart was almost broken with f‥kin’ sorrow x2
Damn, I’m gonna cry, I wonder what you’ll be thinking about when I do
Even though I have questions, it’s sad to say bye bye
Even though we should have talked it out, it was sad to say good bye
I hate you so much, I feel like a fool, I really wanna hit you
You don’t know i was cryin’ 4 you
Even if I scream out, even if you hear me, I know it’ll crush me
But if it can help me smile
Then I guess it’s okay, hey, who are you? What did you leave me for?
if u dont wanna say

It wasn’t supposed to be like this, It’s over
I just want to be beside you again
sad to say, time’s just passing by
It’s always rainin since you’ve been away (come back to me)

What did you feel when I was around? Did you hear a voice asking for love?
Even if I struggle something’s left behind that can’t be erased, what can I do?
I can’t let go, it’s like I’m clinging onto you, I cry 4 you
I don’t want to make it worse so I can’t say it, I really miss you
Your words collapse like they were brittle
“i love you,” You don’t know I have believed in you
Believing is weak, your hollow shell makes me so angry, I’m smiling
Without you somewhere, hey, why’d you do it? Why did you leave
Pretty memories inside me for?

It wasn’t supposed to be like this, It’s over
I just want to be beside you again
sad to say, time’s just passing by
It’s always rainin since you’ve been away (come back to me)

Cry Cry, I embrace unrequited love, it’s frustrating no matter how much I cry
The time is over ! Time is over! It’s useless to cry over it
I tore my memories apart, they can eat shit for all I care

It wasn’t supposed to be like this, It’s over
I just want to be beside you again
sad to say, time’s just passing by
It’s always rainin since you’ve been away (come back to me)

I’m cryin’ everynight and everyday, It’s over
I wanna bring it back to yesterday, again
Touch my heart and make it better for me
It’s always rainin’ since you’ve been away (come back to me)

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( shayra  )</div>
( rahimi )</div>
( athirah )
i made them sound bad here eh? nah..they're not. THEY ARE SUPER NICE AND I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
without you guys, i will die out of loneliness here and god knows, i might turn out to be a sadistic, usrah person..........*GASP*
anyways, they always made my day. thanks you you all for being my friends~

btw, i know i am random..... hehe..pardon me. just need to express how much i love them :)

i failed accounting!! like yea!!!~~ *clap2* hate that fucking subject since the first day i learn that. i didn't hate it cuz i failed it fyi.. i hated accounting since i was in inti. guess i didn't really study that hard after all. well, what can i do now? just enjoy this hols while it lasts and just retake that subject next sem. i'm pretty sure i'm gonna get warning letter from jpa. but wth.. it was my own fault.

i'm pretty happy today though cuz i managed to download tetra-fang song. was searching for it for sometime though~ finally!!

nowadays i'm kinda active in watching movies like tonight alone i watched enchanted, my mum's new boyfriend and step up. few days ago was pink panther 2, devil wears prada, 27 dresses and half of the golden compass.. as for j-dorama.. i did watch a lot. watched koizora, hanazakari no kimitachi he, attention please, love shuffle, akai ito, and now still watching zettai kareshii.. now trying hard to fin up my story book. hehe..

well.. i dun really have much to type here. just bored. it's 3.33 am and i'm still dlding tetra fang song..

anyway, i'm a lot dissapointed with myself for failing......the only thing i can do is to ganbatte next sem.. and thats all.. if i ever go facebook at the times where i am supposed to study.. do scold me ya? haha